i know that i love joseph & that he loves me but all this time we`re NOT spending together is really taking it`s toll. I`m being patient, but i`m sick of the "we`ll hang out _____...Oh wait something came up". Don`t even get me started on Friday. He said he was going to try EVERYTHING to see me more but i don`t know. I`m giving it till after xmas, ( Read more... )

i miss how me&joseph were in the VERY beginning of our relationship...how he was so awkward around me & SHY & always calling me 24/7..during his breaks....when he got home...Now it`s like i talk to him once a day, to check in & i still love him a LOTTT & i know he still loves me, i just kind of wish we were back in that ( Read more... )

happy thanksgiving all !!

i haven`t talked to/seen joseph* since tuesday...well he came to visit me at work yesterday, but that don`t count. well, i`m still thankful that i have him.<3

i`m confused

this will be friend`s only soon, probably in a week or so.

every now & then i remember how things were in the beginning for me&joseph*, lmao i remember how he burned me like...all these cds & how musicsoulchild`s "soulstar" was like OUR cd. i even had a soulstar layout...
"soulstar oh youve come
so far from where you`ve started
don`t be afraid
to let your lite
shine on your world.."

soon to be FRIENDS ( Read more... )

i`m very confused about this & it`s all stefany`s damn fault grruff.