why can i not relate with any women around me?!

(with the exception of a very, very select few.. like 2 maybe)

it feels weird and sad to be so incredibly distant from the few people i was ever close with. I don't relate to any of them anymore. except megan and richard.

so, so in love.
i am one lucky girl.

these past few weeks have really been something else ( Read more... )

 I had awful dreams last night. all night ( Read more... )

i hate how little it takes to make me feel bad about myself.

working on it.

self confidence, where did you go?

applying for school. ready for some changes. i need to be productive this year.
readysetgo.

crying into beatty's fur is so comforting sometimes.

went and had Vietnamese food with my mom and now i'm home sitting in bed on the computer. at 3:30 in the afternoon. this is my life ( Read more... )

Measuring the hours by your beautiful darkness
Breaking hopeless hands that couldn't care less
This waiting has got me thinking
About all the time that we've been missing
Crushing weight and anxious flesh
Waging war on our happiness 
I've been waiting here for weeks
Just to see you crack a smile
Let's take a joyride through this city of souls
And forget ( Read more... )