Who says keeping busy is difficult?
This one might get long, so the ever ubiquitous El-Jay cut will be enforced to spare you all the trouble.
Well, I've been keeping busy this summer. Yep, all one day of it. That's besides the point.
I'm having trouble sleeping. It's weird. The past few weeks it has been strictly impossible to get any sort of sleep, and I'm averaging a good 3 hours anymore. I'm hoping summer will heal this, but as I just spent the last hour and a half downloading music, I doubt it.
I'm going running in a few hours. Mostly just just to clear my head.
Jesus, I have so many thoughts just running through my head anymore. I should purge them.
[edit]: What the fuck do I ever talk about? Nothing? Exactly.
And, right now, I'm being less shy. I'll tell you a story. At prom, Carolyn was the one who kissed me first. Fuck, I can't even make the first move. And that annoys me to no end. I'm sick of being suck a spineless bitch. I'll say it over and over again, but I'm actually changing this time. And no, I'm not going to become some mysogynist little womanizer, but I'm not going to be this shy, little boy who can't talk to a girl. Jesus, it's about time I grow up.
And I passed Precalculus with a C. Barely. I even beat Doug.
I've been listening to Queen's "Queen" nonstop all night. This is such a good CD. I'll listen to "Queen II" all of tomorrow, most likely.
This first week of summer is shaping up to be rather busy, so that's really good.
Well, I've been keeping busy this summer. Yep, all one day of it. That's besides the point.
I'm having trouble sleeping. It's weird. The past few weeks it has been strictly impossible to get any sort of sleep, and I'm averaging a good 3 hours anymore. I'm hoping summer will heal this, but as I just spent the last hour and a half downloading music, I doubt it.
I'm going running in a few hours. Mostly just just to clear my head.
Jesus, I have so many thoughts just running through my head anymore. I should purge them.
[edit]: What the fuck do I ever talk about? Nothing? Exactly.
And, right now, I'm being less shy. I'll tell you a story. At prom, Carolyn was the one who kissed me first. Fuck, I can't even make the first move. And that annoys me to no end. I'm sick of being suck a spineless bitch. I'll say it over and over again, but I'm actually changing this time. And no, I'm not going to become some mysogynist little womanizer, but I'm not going to be this shy, little boy who can't talk to a girl. Jesus, it's about time I grow up.
And I passed Precalculus with a C. Barely. I even beat Doug.
I've been listening to Queen's "Queen" nonstop all night. This is such a good CD. I'll listen to "Queen II" all of tomorrow, most likely.
This first week of summer is shaping up to be rather busy, so that's really good.