Breaking down and feeling what real life is about <3.

[sodeep_inlovexo]

So yeah its been a long ass time since i wrote in here and theres no way to really update all about everything but things have been pretty good lately. I had an awesome awesome weekend with my baby heidi . But then come the end of the weekend i lost the love of my life ; and my best friend in the world . marissa + heidi . And i have decided to head

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[br0k3n_dr3am5]

:)

[sodeep_inlovexo]

I miss you !

[___apple_juiice]

[love_leigh]

maybe you'll think before you act next time...if there ever is one

[sodeep_inlovexo]

I had a good time . and i was entitled to my good time thank you . i aint trying to be rude but whats it your business leigh? i messed up okay? i see this . let it be ..

[love_leigh]

not to be rude but....im sure you did have a good time. but what you talked about right before you went out & 'had a good time' i bet you regretted it the morning after. thats fucked up like woa jill. what is it my business jill? how many times did you come to me upset after that happened before?!? i damn sure think its my business...especially since one of my best friends comes to me bawling cause of shit that happened. and i bet you the only reason you didnt come to me this time was because you know you fucked up; you fucked up bad. you'd be lucky as hell if marissa ever forgives you/gets back with you. i hope your 'good time' was worth all of the shit you lost jill i really hope it was.

[sodeep_inlovexo]

Alright leighanne i fucking know alla this okay. i know she prolly wont ever forgive me okay. i messed up bad i know this . i know alla this that your saying right now . tahts why i got upset when you said that . though quite honetsly i knew it was coming you being the best friend and all . im sorry ; thats all i have to say i mean wtf else can i say . i cant take the shit back or anything . im sorry i hurt marissa but dont ya think she hurt me when she broke upw ith me a few days before that? not that it gives me any kind of excuse at ALL ! god i dont even know leighanne ic ant do anything about it but move on and deal with it okay.. thats what im doing and idk im sorry

[ahotnerd]

Jillian, it will be okay. You didn't lose me! I know I am no Heidi, but still....I'm Cassie! :D

I love you Jillian, and that will never change! :x

xoxo

[sodeep_inlovexo]

yeah but when do i ever see you ? try never . lol

it better not change hoe . cause i loove you too ♥