I just got back from the E.R. and i had to get a papsmere and an ultrasound and blood drawn and they put so many drugs in me..the pain i was feeling was the worst pain ive ever felt in my life ( Read more... )

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Should be at school ..
haha at school . yeah that would be nice wouldnt it? that would be what a 16 year old teenager would be doing at 7:35am on a monday morning in mid october right? WRONG! Nope im at home cutting myself , only three times so far ; but the last one thats a ooozzy ! Its bleeding pretty damn bad, and hey im not complaining, that is ( Read more... )

So today was good . school sucked ; arkison tried up my nerves. Met this awesome Sommer chick, and then almost got into a fight with some stupid little freshmen! Whatever though cause work was awesome. I love crystal ! We had so much fun at work tonight you just dont know.

But something is bothering me ..

I sit here and talk about how unbreakable i ( Read more... )

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I love how were nothing,
And everything ..
All at the same time ♥


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♥ - "I hope you find what your looking for" - ♥
So this was in a note i got today from someone and they probably didnt mean that much by it but it really got me to thinking. And its really ironic that the person who wrote the note..is part of what i want. I hope tommarows as good as today was. I hope she fills my day again tommarow ♥

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I shouldnt feel this way about you ; i shouldnt feel the way i do. What do i do when the only person i wanna touch, feel, hold, kiss, hug, love .. is you. I dont know why i feel this strong about you, i dont know when it started, i dont know how it started. All i know is i want to be with you. So why do i feel so regretful and broken ( Read more... )

I cant keep on hiding this from you, i want you to know that i love you. And that i really want to be with you. I want to be with you and only you. Holding you close, being able to look deep into your Beautiful eyes. Knowing your mine, and that you love me too. Can you tell me that you honestly dont feel this way about me too? Can you honestly say ( Read more... )