ok, this is something im getting used to now. but i still havent found a way to deal with it. i didnt see it coming. so am i the one to blame? i wasnt a good girlfriend, i didnt appreciate what i had and i took it for granted. but realizing that now and saying im ready to make a change, pooring my heart out to the one who supposedly loves me, doesn ( Read more... )

i dont understand how people can be so into you and then in a few minutes change. maybe because i cant change my feelings that quickly. i get attached easily, im aware of that but now im a wreck and i wish i could just not give a fuck the way others do. but im not like that and i dont know what to do from here on out. i hate sitting here waiting ( Read more... )

I'd be lying to myself if I said I wasnt still in love....

finally! I already got my tickets for the midnight showing and I finally got a light saber! I know, Im such a dork but I don't care! I'm more excited about this then I have been about anything in a while. I know, it's bad but I can't help it, it's fuckin Starwars man!!!!!!!!

I just got dumped this past friday...story of my life. breakups are so hard and complicated and i hate having to ask yourself the question of whether that person is worth it or not. i hate being so in love and the other person so confused because i dont like when things are outta my control and all i can do is sit and be patient and hope that their ( Read more... )

I love the way she plays with my hair
I love staying up till six in the morning with her

my heart lay deep within pushed aside ( Read more... )

I think we all need to hear the words, "I love you". So what happens if you never hear it from anyone?

despite all the fucked up things i say
despite all the fucked up things i do
she is the only one
who always manages to see
nothing but the best in me

--why do gardners mow the lawn so damn early ( Read more... )