my mom said she thought i was depressed today
if only she knew that i'm having the time of my life
its just the people who get in the way of it that upset me.

it is time for a much needed el jay entry. i've got alot on my mind ( Read more... )

don't you just love lazy sundays? ...i do. i've done pretty much nothing today. i woke up at like 2:30 and ate lunch with emily. and took a shower. i have an essay due the monday we come back from thanksgiving and i really should get it done today and tomorrow so i won't have to over the break ( Read more... )

sketchynesssssss. i'm sick of living in a dorm. my roommate and i just got written up for burning incense. that freaked me out. gosh i wanna live off campus. but excellent news, my bitchy RA suitemate got fired and has to move out. thank the god ( Read more... )

so i guess i'll jump on the bandwagon ( Read more... )

i move in on sunday. and really i don't know how i feel about that. i don't really feel excited. and i think i should feel nervous. and i should feel scared. but i pretty much feel nothing, numb? i think i'm in a state of shock at how soon im going to college. and if i think about it too much i'll cry. just because i don't know what to do with ( Read more... )

okay i just realized that i'm really NOT ready for this summer to be over. i'm not ready to leave my best friends. yes, i can not wait for charleston. but i want my best friends to be there with me. mary beth leaves on friday and its gonna kill me! i hate saying goodbye.

this summer just went by way way way too fast.

i cannot wait till charleston. i'm at orientation. and i'm so damn tired but its been FUN. everyone's said its boring but mine hasn't been ( Read more... )

i'm starting to get stressed out. there really isn't alot of time left before we leave. which yea is exciting but means i'll be super busy. i don't like working all the time, it gets on my nerves. and i wanna go on trips to asheville, atlanta, carowinds, and whatev but there is NEVER enough time. or if there is time someone else is working so it ( Read more... )

it has been QUITE a while. livejournal looks different. today is my day off and i'm sooo happy. i'm just going to lay around and clean all day. i have this weird thing where if i have to work then i have to have a long time to just do nothing. but that got messed up the last couple of days bc i've had to work alot (alot to me) and haven't ( Read more... )