Thank you to the luverly people who have commented in the last couple of days.
"I know I'm a mess".
I can't think about much, and I don't want to update or reply at the moment.
I am sad. And it hurts.

And here is a taste of bliss:


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Song of the week:
Irs by The Goo Goo Dolls
Band/Singer of the week:
Fiona Apple/Tatu/Justin/Goo Goo Dolls
Gripe of the week:
Living in a shared flat
Best thing to happen this week:
Dean being here
Munching on:
cake
Feeling:
Guilty for eating. But in need of comfort because Dean has gone.
Wanting to:
puke
Also wanting to:
Get a hug from Dean
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i am expecting Dean to call at about 12.30pm. He should be on the train by then. And with me by 2.30pm. As long as all goes to plan. It is beautifully sunny today, and last night I put some plum colourant in my hair, which shall shine nicely in the sun ( Read more... )

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There are two diet programmes on tonight. 'Diet another day' and 'desperate to be slim'. Jumping on the new years resolution bandwagon ( Read more... )

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WE HAVE SNOW HERE.

I want to scream out loud and cry ( Read more... )

I feel really..blah.
Maybe I got up too early.
I don't know. Shit. 3 more days.
Breakfast or no breakfast?
I think I shall go back to bed.

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