i got a part in a play! exciting shizz.

but i have to say, all that i really want right now is to be able to fall asleep next to james. that is it. if i could have that, i would be so happy.

with any luck this semester will fly by and i'll be home before i know it. right?

i'm so fucking lonely. i really cannot wait until i get to go back home.

So I'm gonna be a wreck from now until I get to the airport next week. Once I'm there and I've practically left already, I'll be fine and excited and happy and all, but until I'm there I'm probably going to be upset a lot, just thinking about how much it's going to hurt to leave. Because it really, really is.
Just letting you know.

Ugh.

my new years resolution this year isn't actually going to be to be more outgoing and like myself more and etcetera etcetera etcetera ( Read more... )

i've been crying so much lately. it's ridiculous and really annoying. i mean, i've been having this crying trouble for a while but it's gotten heightened lately. i'm really not okay with it. at all. see, i'm even crying now just thinking about how much i've been crying ( Read more... )

polly just sent me an email telling me i was brilliant in the show.... i'm so happy right now!! it means so much hearing it from aileen and dot and dale and polly because aileen and dot are acting for their freaking thesis and dale and polly are my professors! their opinions matter! i'm just really happy. i love hearing that i can act, especially ( Read more... )

i wonder if a $700 plane ticket for my boyfriend to visit me over spring break is too much to ask. i'm pretty sure it is.

ugh. life.

...why do i always assume that people who i know by acquaintance don't know me? is it because i just assume that i blend right into the wall and with everyone else? i mean, i'm really trying hard this year to work on my confidence level (which i'm sure i say EVERY year), and it just interests me that i automatically think that those i don't know ( Read more... )

sleep is the best way to get rid of a bad mood. however, it does not get rid of worry. or fear. i guess i have to find something else to help with that. really, really badly ( Read more... )

being home for one night reminds me why i don't like being at home.
i love this festival experience, but i can't wait until i get back to school. things will be so much better then.