Thanksgiving. Ahhh. I ate so much i couldnt walk standing up straight. SO MUCH TURKEY. It was kinda nice.

Then we went to see The Lion King. It was sooooo good. Ah. I loved it.

Hm. No school for me for 2 weeks. Getting surgery on Tuesday...not coming to school on Monday, its wonderful prep day. GAG. So i guess ill see ya around.

<3

Uhhhh. Today was...okay. Hung out with Briana all morning which was fun. We went out to lunch at Applebees with my sister...yeah that was interesting.

Then Gared came and picked me up and we went to PP with his mom, Melanie and Aaron. It was fun, i got some Christmas shopping done, which is good becuase i was gonna spend the money on myself. :-D ( Read more... )

Urgh. Negative on tomorrow totally rocking. Negative on going to Harry Potter. NEGATIVE. Well. What the fuck. Gared promised Brad that we'd go to his party. Urgh. Yay. Sorry, let me contain my excitement.

But i guess you do things you dont want to when you love someone. This must be one of those things.

So i guess were gonna go see Harry Potter ( Read more... )

Tomorrow = best day ever.

Yeah thats right. Im gonna go see Harry Potter. HECK YES.

And im spending like...half the day with Gared, which is totally fine with me.

This weeks okay. Last night was fun. Yesterday afternoon was NOT fun.

Well...thats it.

YAYHARRYPOTTER!

Hmmm...yesterday was meh. Okay i guess. Got a fun old CAT-Scan and holy shit am i sick of being suck with fucking needles. I want to go up to my doctor and tell her to schove it up her ass becuase im so fucking done with it all. I hate it. I mean, you think i would be used to it, but no i think im just getting more and more traumatized by it ( Read more... )

Saturday = B .E .S .T . D .A .Y . E . V . E . R .

Im so happy you dont even know. I cant even begin to describe to you have happy i am again. Happy. Happy without trying. Smiling for no reason. Happy. Really truely happy.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Hmm...sometimes i just want to strangle people.

Yesterday was awesome. Hung out with Gared after school. It was fun. I loved it. Alot.

Trick-or Treating with Bri, Nicole and Jen. Fun. Candy. :-D

Um. Today. Bleh. Didnt really talk to him that much, even though we looked at eachother a wicked lot? Whats that mean? Ah. What ever, ive given up trying ( Read more... )

I dont think ill ever get over him.

He hugged me yesterday and i almost died i was so happy, i got that warm feeling inside and i never want that to go away. I could finally smile again and mean it. I love that feeling.

We talked so much today. I love it. Things are finally getting better.

But i dont think ill ever get over him. Its impossible. ( Read more... )

today...no school. chilled at the hospital and got put to sleep. not fun at all. now my throat hurts alot from what ever they stuck in me.

had an awesome lunch at panera since i wasnt able to eat since yesterday morning. ham sandwich on sourdough bread. :-D Yum. And a cinnamon crunch bagel.

boys suck.

Well. I hate my life. And i cant deal with it anymore. Its not like i want to kill myself or anything, its more like i cant stand the way i am. I hate being sick like this all the time. I want some answers and no doctor can give them to me. Its just Oh i feel so bad, and we'll think of something, but they never do. I hate it. Sometimes i hate my ( Read more... )