i haven't updated in so long it's not even funny. And since i've last updated, they've updated all of the cool font gadgets on livejournal. pretty funnn.Yeah so Talia's party a few weeks ago was quite fun. i didn't know like half of the people but its all good. i met them. and then a week later, kaitlin's party and mandy's party. those were funn!! ( Read more... )

so i was thinking (after reading a myspace post of course) about all the fun that has happened in 2005. i've made so many more friends than i started out with (in june of 2004) but still. i met so many new people too, who have helped me find out who i truely am and what i want to change about myself. i have also learned how incredibly greatful to ( Read more... )

-Finals next week and anatomy essays on friday, so no hanging out this weekend =(
-Volleyball scrimmage on saturday at 11 at marion which means i can play because its a scrimmage and not a game so you should all come and see me =D
-family party and choir concert sunday and also major cramming=[

thats it for now<3

yeah, so i am so jealous of this one girl. and yeah i pretty much wish i was her. but on a better note, on tuesday, for all of you who don't know, i became an aunt.. and a cousin again. my brother had a little baby girl; and so did my aunt. i went down to indiana this weekend because thats where my brother lives and then we left on monday night. ( Read more... )

01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I have gauged ears.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write.
09. I can't live without Chap Stick.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. ( Read more... )

Yeah, so i guess i`m pretty much over it. like i mean i dont care, it still just kinda sucks. well for me at least, but i wish them both good luck with whatever happens.

But yeah so onto a better subject: VOLLEYBALL WAS TODAY! and yeah i'm pretty much in love with volleyball...and ben cardelli, who was watching our practice due to the fact that he ( Read more... )

yeah, so i fucking hate everything and ugh just answer this:

WHY DID I HAVE TO BE THE ONE WHO TOLD YOU ABOUT IT? I THOUGHT WE WERE GOOD. WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!

yeah so why does this happen to me? ALWAYS?! gosh.

i don't even know what to do with myself.

i cant stand myself. why don't people like me? personally, i don't think im that bad. what ( Read more... )

ok i want to try something here i want people to comment anymously saying a confession or a lie or a secret or anything i mean ill even try to help we can make it like a dear abby thing that is in the newspaper u know so just leave a comment with something annymoiusly and i will comment u back adn try to help please do it i want to lighten things ( Read more... )

RULES:
1. Pick your month
2. Strike out (underline) that which doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold what applies the most to you.
4. Post the rest of the months under a cut so others may do this shit.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. ( Read more... )

Things You May or May Not Have Known About Me [=

1. I believe in bad luck but not good luck
2. I miss Foley but would never go back
3. I think these two senior boys are the hottest things i've ever seen in my life [= 0
4. I have liked this one kid pretty much my whole life and will never have a chance with him
5. I honestly don't care what people think of me