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what the Hell is my problem
Do I have soem sort of psychological problem that does not let me get over thi sboy. Its like I have a stupid complex. I started talkin to him last night which was good and bad. Ali was so right. I got my hopes up. I wasn't actually let down I just...I don't even know. I am one of thos egirls that I make fun of all the time. The ones who can't ( Read more... ) -
disapointment
I feel like crap. The only person to blame is myself. I created something unhealthy in my friendship with Evan. He is a good friend. someone I would love to have around. He is funny when he wants to be. I saw him at the activities fair today and said nothin to him. I have been think about that all day. I can't shut him out cause that only hurts me ( Read more... ) -
welcome to the real world
so today I had my heart broken. Yeah I believe that I was in love. Yeah thats over. I am gonna listen to John and move on. I give up on Evan. I am going to go on to someone else. so yeah.... tonight sucked balls -
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so last night I was drinkin. I am sorry about that update guys. I was trippin hard core. Don't worry I am better today.
Last night was awsome. I luv the new frshmen they are way cool -
I hate this
I really really really wanna have sex. Here are my views, sex is supposed to be something sacred and I believe that but right now I wanna do it. I don't want it to get out of hand but I am ready. I have an offer for a threesome. Actually a foursome. I don't know but I really wanna get this virginity out of the way. Don't tellme that I am supposed ( Read more... ) -
well well well
I am so excited to go back to school.I pretty much hate life here.Work sux balls adn I am so tired of my mom. I luv her but I need to not be here for her. I wanna send her down to Indiana and she can stay there with my aunt cause that is where she wants to be anyways. I feel like we hold eachother back. Like she has to stay here for me and I need ( Read more... ) -
good night
so last night was fun. Drea and I played the house drinkin game. The liquor was not so good, tasted like alcohol that u put on ur owies. We chased it with Frostop root beer. I am a genious when it comes to some liquor. Thanx Nick and Lora my alcoholic teachers. Don't worry babe I will call u tonight and we will talk about the plan for thi sweekend ( Read more... ) -
idiot
so I am most definately an idiot. I over think things too. I wish I could just not be a dumbass around boys. but whatever. next weekend should be interesting right -
so its been a while...
lets see...I told Carlos that I liked hum and now I don't anumore. John thinks I like hum and I kinda don't. Dut do I tell either of this no. why? Cause I like the attention. I am in for a very awkward conversation when they find out about each other. But to be fair Carlos has not said anything either way as to if he likes me or not. I don't care ( Read more... ) -
URGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
So yeah...my sister sux balls sometimes. She said she could come and get me today from school but thats is not true.I don't know why I continue to believe anything she ever says. SO maybe I can go home with Jo maybe not. Maybe there is room maybe not. THen Nick said that if need be he and Dana could drop me off on friday. My sister is all like oh ( Read more... )