wahahahaha...the brookinator strikes again! this time around, i re-did the WHOLE layout! kristan's head is larger than the portions we are going to eat at mel's!!!! hahaha!!!!...thats freakin huge! enjoy, kristan! i love you x the size of your head!! <3

last night was fun but also so scary. went to dinner with jerbil and brooke and her family and the we met up with alissa, allison, amanda, stephanie, michael, and mark and saw the johnsons family vacation. it was better than i thought it was gonna be. then we went to mcdonalds and and like the scariest thing happened. these stupid kids came in ( Read more... )

mmm today i went to the Cal Berkeley vs. Arizona softball game. muy muy bien! Cal won in the last innning with bases loaded and two outs...it was very cool! now im waiting for jerbil and brooke to come get me and we are going to dinner at round table with brookes family and then maybe to the movies with a whole bunch of people. well have a good ( Read more... )

so today was pretty boring ( Read more... )

the pressure is always just too much. i always choke and fail, no matter how hard i try. and you always make it worse, always have to criticize me even more. nothing i do will ever be enough for you.

so yeasterday was awesome fun! heres how it went ( Read more... )

Last night me brooke jerbil and chris watched the movie Signs. That movie freaked me out! There was freakin slimy aliens...i spent most of the night behind the pillow scared. lol. After we were all freaked out and jerbil drove me home and my mom got mad bcuz i was ten minutes late to curfew but oh well. and then the scariest thing in the world ( Read more... )

Laeha's bday party was hella fun last night! :) except for them country songs...didnt know any of those. there was a little bit of awkwardness between some people but i hope it doesnt end up in a huge fight. today i selpt in! :) aww it felt sooo good. i went patio furniture shopping (fun i know) but the good part was i got jamba juice!!! they so ( Read more... )

YAY! we won our tournament today! 1st place baby! it was awesome. people are like stalking jelly and asking for her autograph. funny stuff. well gotta go write that AP history paper that i didnt do over the weeekend.

i cant take it anymore. i hate the way they look at me like everything i do is wrong. i hate seeing their disappointed faces when i dont do something their way or exactly right. they dont seem to realize that im not perfect. but they just cant except that.