*spaz*

[softdreams]

lets see. ive been on the verge of a spaz since...lets just say for a while. i guess i could say i feel bitter. but i dont know why or how it started. i mean, i got really close to making snappy remarks and doing things that just are not me

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[tigerfury]

hm. i feel irresponsible. and yet, i have a feeling i at least understand the something-nothing sensation you speak of.. kinda like in radiohead's creep 'i don't care if it hurts, i want to have control, i want a perfect body, i want a perfect soul' etc. this might be kind of half assed and not mean much, but the only thing there is to do is live each day for what it's worth and not look to get any more out of it and just move on. like yeah, i wish i weren't such a fuck up, i don't try to be a fuck up, but shit happens.. like me letting my sister order the wrong copy of her textbook for classes. i feel terrible about that but all i can do is hope that it'll work out in the end and if not that she'll be able to get a copy of the correct book somehow. hm.. and then there's everything else i fuck up. but you have to face yourself and have the strength to try to bring yourself to acquire what you most want. if it's not coming to you, make something happen... but be that charming girl you are while doing it. sweet things happen to sweet

[bloodlustwitch]

Darling, just offering, if you ever need some help I'm just a half hour away which is a while but closer than a lot. If you ever need to get away, Boston, here, beach,anything, just a call and plan. Much love. -S

[anonymous]

Call me babes. Anytime you need to - day or night.
love, jenn