fuckin' a...is there no mercy? =\ i can't sleep..i got some herbal medicine..but it's different than the kind i've had before....and it's not working...and my chest hurts :(

gooooodniiiiiiiiight

this is what happens when i drink..i feel sorry for myself..and i don't give a shit if you think it's too early to drink..i was at a bridal shower...and now i'm home..on a saturday night with nothing to do but feel sorry for myself...scott and kristy keep saying joel said good things about me...and i know he wants to hang out again..but like...he's ( Read more... )

my back and my neck hurt...mom and i went and rented 'vanilla sky' last night..fell asleep during that...so we have to finish it sometime today..it is weird but i like it so far...i woke up at 8:30 this morning...got up and cleaned my room and my bathroom...rockin'...now i have to go get ready..i need to go shopping and stuff...we're going over to ( Read more... )

yes this is true :o ( Read more... )

i talked to him tonight for half an hour :o i guess we have chemistry together next term...omg maybe he'll put the moves on me in class ;o haha...i guess i'm good enough to be talked about because he told scott about our date and such :o i like him...yes i do...but i felt like such a nerd tonight...everything was going well and then it just got ( Read more... )

Yes, that's right. I feel it is in my best interest to stay here. I am going to go to COCC for one more year. During that time I will decided which oregon state school I'm going to attend. Good times. I feel so much better. Plus, I'm saving 16 grand!! And I don't give a fuck if people think i'm a loser. At least I'm staying in school and I'm ( Read more... )

oh man...i want to die...i had this horrible whooping cough that woke me up about 3 a.m...i coughed all morning until around 7..then it went away..my throat is so raw..my ears hurt...my chest is all heavy...my back aches..and my tummy is rumbly..i think i may be getting the flu..and i keep getting all hot..then cold...bah...i have to go to school ( Read more... )

today wasn't the best...i was late to work by like, ten fucking minutes..no big deal...i walk in and richard is like 'it's 6:10' all prick-like...and i was in no mood to be fucked with so i looked at him and was like 'and i'll stay until 10:10 thank you' like a smartass =D and then he was all 'YOU NEED TO START COMING IN ON TIME' in his best badass ( Read more... )

went to work this morning after only getting three hours of sleep..i had a really hard time getting to sleep last night..i was all excited =*) work flew by..then i came home and chilled...took a four hour nap...rockin'..then i finished up my paper...made a pizza..and now i'm getting ready for bed =)

i am happy :)

and he is so sweet and shy....so joel called me back this afternoon..right after the lakers weesled there way through another game >=\ and we bitched about the game for a few minutes..and then he was like soooooo you still want to go to that movie? and we made plans and such...so i got all cute and stuff +) omg i was cute +) and i met him at the ( Read more... )