"Positions are taken, habits loved and hated, dreams launched and wounded.
And just about everone is a part of the secret conspiracy of everyday life to get what you can out of it.
She thinks its sort of like bing a water bug, living on the surface tension of some kind of liquid.  Seduced by the sense of an incipient vitality lodged in things, but ( Read more... )

jesus christ that one roommate of mine is so fucking annoying. she never shuts the fuck up. it wouldn't be so bad if she didn't just speak bullshit 80% of the time.  And 60% of this 80% is just about herself.  I can't fucking wait to not live with her anymore.  Not that I'm even really living with her right now, seeing as I've been here for a total ( Read more... )

i do not care about getting "stoned"

i am interested in lots of things but i still feel soooo boring

talking about how much you love something gets boring

we should talk about why we love it a little more

i am going to leave my house RIGHT NOW.

This month is about: re-orienting myself with the way I interact with the world.

I've recently discovered that when I ask myself not to do something, I can just not do it. It's an amazing feeling, discovering you have willpower.

It may actually be the most exciting thing I have ever discovered about myself.

i've never been one to put up with people's shit...
so this is weird for me.

-i think this book is following me


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why won't you let me use your ID anymore
you suck
NOW HOW AM I GOING TO GET INTO BARS
FUCKKKKKKK

Emotional

I want to hear you say it.

1. I have been so good lately at pushing away everything that makes me unhappy. Counting on fingers, there have been disappointments and frustrations, but I feel alright ( Read more... )

I've been making a lot of amazing new friends lately. It's making me kind of excited about life. Wait, more than kind of. Very!