I like rooftops. But he says its not healthy to disconnect. So maybe I shouldn't, but thats how I get myself inspired to write ( Read more... )

Now they're playing the guilt-card.

Them: "if your friends and some stupid party are more important than your family, fine, do wahtever you want..."
Me: "Fine then. I will."

He asked me if I was serious, and I am. I am going to do this. But I have got to learn how to draw the line between serious and dangerously obsessive.

12 hours of sleep after a week of not sleeping is wonderful.

I am going to do homework. And go to the Library. And Clean my room.

I always feel like I want to update this but I never know what to say, or else I'll say something and decide its stupid the next day and delete it. I'm the worst LJer evvvver ( Read more... )

REGRET.

...piles and piles of it.

I'm Sorry.

Its crazy when a song vocalizes a situation so perfectly. Or a mood. Or anything.

Music is amazing.

La la la. Posting LJ entries from the drama room. Always a fun pasttime. I'm going to get home at 9:15ish tonight! I'm excitied. It's my one night for homework/anti-stressing so I won't have anymore breakdowns/panic attacks...at least not this week ( Read more... )

How pathetic is it that I cannot compell myself to stay up outlining or working on homework, and yet I am perfectly willing to stay up until 1:15 AM organizing/sketching/thinking/color coding/typing etc. Notes and charts and lists for Chicago?

Timeo Ipsa. Tu Times Meus?

Ubi Interio,
Interficiar Mano Meus

Having a complete breakdown in a parking lot after rehersal = NOT FUN.

...and rather pathetic.