Comments | sohalia88: Hey kids! Feeling sick? Scared of the doctor? Well, here are some beads you can't have! Ha-ha!

sohalia88

Hey kids! Feeling sick? Scared of the doctor? Well, here are some beads you can't have! Ha-ha!

Mar 10, 2007 18:50

Hmm... I haven't written in a long time (obviously). I guess now is the time, huh?

I meant to write for the past few days, to talk about how great life was... how wonderful everything seemed... how nice it was to be happy for once. But I didn't (again, obviously)... probably because I was afraid that if I wrote it down, it would vanish... just... ( Read more... )

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madcircleskills March 11 2007, 06:46:49 UTC

nah, and if you're at home, the happy doesnt have to stick. i promise. there are some places with just a miserable atmosphere, simple as that. and you absolutely dont have to pretend to be happy. believe me, i enjoy being around happy!nelj much more than emo!nelj, but i love you the absolute same either way, and you should never ever have to pretend with something that important. period.

oh! i need to bring you Hannibal rising. and i finally finished The Historian!!! BOTE FUCKING TIME. <3333333333333333333333. always.

madcircleskills March 11 2007, 06:46:59 UTC

*Rising

sohalia88 March 11 2007, 17:55:12 UTC

See, but the thing is that I WANT it to stick... because I enjoy being around happy!nelj a lot more, too. I'm just stick of having to STRUGGLE to be happy. Augh.

And yay for Hannibal Rising! ^_^ *mwah* Twasn't The Historian amazing? *nodds*

<333 you, too.

madcircleskills March 11 2007, 23:20:36 UTC

holy crap yes. i swear i wanted to cry when they had to off rossi, and again when i read his papers, and when james died, and when helen died... but of course, i was in the middle of a class... haha!

and hmm... remember that anticipation? perpaps you could utilize that into the sticking. know that it WILL get better, and that is has been effectively proved so. nothing is so happy-making as hope. ^.^