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So Its like a month until I see the coolest guy ever. I get to see ( Read more... )

Well..
My grandpas heart is fucked up... and his kidneys are failing...
This sucks.
He took care of me when no one else wanted me. I wish there was a way that I could see him... but in a way I am scared to go see him...im afraid ill rbeak down because of how helpless he looks.. its so fucked...

boys suck
all of them.

Wow.. something as retarded as watching a foreign film can change my view and help me understand myself ( Read more... )

my fuckin stomach hurts

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So yeah A lot of things have happend but finally I have reached an understanding and I am truely honestly happy. I can smile everyday now. And Also.. I got a premuim membership on VF someone gave it to me! But my VF is not working right now so I am sad XD but yeah. If you are interested go to www.vampirefreaks.com we are sponsored by NIN. Thats is ( Read more... )

Yeah. 17 today bitches. I got straihgt A's in school. I own.
I got the coolest dutch friend dude. And I own him.

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll ( Read more... )