+I'm not facing jail time ( Read more... )

I don't even want to go to Mexico anymore. I came to this conclusion after spending over two and a half hours on the phone, reaffirming the doubts I had. I know myself fairly well, I mean I've lived with me for twenty years, therefore, I know that I do not handle change very well. I don't like waking up in unfamiliar places. I don't like to spend ( Read more... )

He doesn’t mind living with his sister, dog and cats
Though he’d rather share a home with spiders and bats
There he could reflect on the horrors he’s invented
And wander dark hallways, alone and tormented

As morbid as that sounds, right now it sounds inviting. Maybe I should just work at Hot Topic or something.
I just want to get really drunk and go to ( Read more... )

My body hates me right now. I guess it's just payback from how poorly I treated it last night. I just need to take a fucking nap. Oh wait I CAN DO THAT NOW!!! The University of South Carolina can s my d. I'm so glad to be getting the fuck out of here. WOOO!
I was suprised to see a "Meth destroys" billboard in Tennessee over Thanksgiving break. How ( Read more... )

I will find you. I will cut you. You will no longer plague my hair with your divided ways.

I've been thinking about Lynette a lot lately. If she were still here, she would be in this room right now, we'd be breathing the same air, I'd be getting work done, she'd be making me laugh uncontrollably, and hell even though it's only 1 in the afternoon, we may even be having a drink. I just wish I knew her reasoning behind it. Is there ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny how everyone pretty much goes through the same things just at different times? Heartbreak, debt, stress, anxiety, shit. I came to this conclusion a long time ago but again: people are just people. No one's better than the next. People just do different things with their lives. It doesn't mean they're right or wrong. Everyone's just ( Read more... )

-So I'm packing right now for Tennessee for Thanksgiving. I would enjoy this break a whole lot more if I didn't have 6 papers to write and an entire Spanish project to do in the meantime. But I'm thankful to be getting the fuck out of Columbia for a change.
-I would enjoy techno music a whole lot more if the songs weren't so goddamned long.
-I want ( Read more... )

I am extremely upset with myself and am regretting every decision I've made since...I can possibly remember.

I was wrangled into the very situation I was trying to avoid. I don't want to have anything to do with weed ever again. I don't want to be around it. I don't even want to be in the same room with it. And yet, here I am, stranded in a house with a bong being passed around in the next room. WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR PEOPLE? I understand the allure, the ( Read more... )