drunken entry = truth....most of the time

[sojapithurts]

I'm wondering how much more beautiful I would have become if I didn't give two years of my life away to indifference. I'm curious if it matters at all. There was a time in my life where I drank to where the world made sense, now I drink until I don't know reality

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[quiet_riot]

A lot of the time I feel the same way. It seems like I've gotten progressively dumber since I got out of school. I don't really know what I want to do with my life, I guess I never really have known.

[spongebobsarah]

Let's be fair here. I have no fucking idea what I am doing with my life. I have nothing that I am really sure about in life anymore. I always used to talk about my future of everything and now that it's becoming a reality I have no idea if it's what I really want. I'm no longer with the person that I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with. I am no longer going to the school I thought I spend all 5 years of education at. I have changed where I want to teach and what I want to teach there. I am changing towns. There is no right answer to life and that blows. We both chose our different paths and they have both led us to two very different, but very similar places. I know that you'll find what you want to do in time and that you WILL NOT settle for long even if you do for a bit. ie-Hot Topic. It's about having money and a job that will get you by until you find what you really want to do in life. I love you, Crystal. Drunken posts can be quite revealing, but also possibly overexaggerated. Good luck.

thanks

[sojapithurts]

POSSIBLY overexaggerated? c'mon, it's pretty bad. Not that I don't really feel that way, but I sound like a soap opera. blech.