All i wanna know is why does it have to be me? Im the one that cares about everyone, im the one that takes care of everyone and you know what IM THE ONE THAT ENDS UP HURT
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sorry I wasn't answering last night... I knew you were calling, but I was sorta busy crying and having panic attacks of my own. I'm not sure if it's life or just medication... I mean, life is a little hellish right now, but I can handle that usually, no big deal. I want so bad to be back in control. When things get a little better, you know I'm up for going wherever(and almost whenever)and I'll get stuff for ya if you need me to.
Is that a list of things for me to get for you, or for myself? Because if it's for myself, tell me something first... What would you know about my friends? Or would you be basing that conclusion off of the fact that YOU are the best one I've got.
And true, how else WOULD you know anything was wrong. I know you are overwhelmed with dealing with other peoples shit on top of your own troubles, and if you can't/don't want to listen to anything from me because of it, that's ok. But don't turn around and be upset with me for it later then.
B4 you ride my ass, I was responding to "I'll get stuff for ya if you need me to." I know im not the best one you got because if so you would of been long gone by now im sure. Its me so unless you put the topic in big red letters i dont see it and when you do that then i become worried to the point i try my best to make things better on people. If you tried to talk to me and i wasnt paying attechen then im sorry... But i really dont recall you comming to me....
like everyone else i have no control over this really other then pray it works out. When it comes to alot of things its not in my control its up to other people thats why it seems things get dragged out so long...
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I knew you were calling, but I was sorta busy crying and having panic attacks of my own.
I'm not sure if it's life or just medication... I mean, life is a little hellish right now, but I can handle that usually, no big deal.
I want so bad to be back in control.
When things get a little better, you know I'm up for going wherever(and almost whenever)and I'll get stuff for ya if you need me to.
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It really is no big deal, im so usted to it that it really doesnt fase me anymore.
Sorta like how i know your life is fucked up only because you just typed it out not because you tell me.
List for you to get,
*great boyfriend
*fucking awesome sex
Oh and better friends...
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Or would you be basing that conclusion off of the fact that YOU are the best one I've got.
And true, how else WOULD you know anything was wrong. I know you are overwhelmed with dealing with other peoples shit on top of your own troubles, and if you can't/don't want to listen to anything from me because of it, that's ok. But don't turn around and be upset with me for it later then.
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like everyone else i have no control over this really other then pray it works out. When it comes to alot of things its not in my control its up to other people thats why it seems things get dragged out so long...
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