Fuckin A. 18 yrs old. Finally. Jeremy told me I look atleast 20. Which I don't know if that's a compliment or not. Ah well. This week is gonna be a shitload of fun. Early this morning I spent almost 4 hours talking to Robbie about everything and anything. He walked 45 mins in the cold just to be the first to give me a birthday hug. You can't beat ( Read more... )

Like a new pair of shoes. Worn out. Now u got another one. Until those get run down. Then it's straight back to me. But what if I decide I'm done. My soul is too worn out. Then maybe you'll second guess your doubt. Maybe you'll scream. Maybe you'll shout. Maybe you'll finally show me and let your true emotions out. Instead of bottling it inside. ( Read more... )

( I thought this was pretty fucking hilarious... )

Fuck this.

Ten random things about me:10. I'm getting a tiny zit on the left side of my chin ( Read more... )

Ok, so the plan so far is- Getting a hotel here, on the weekend of my birthday, since it lands on a tuesday, I'm thinking the next possible Friday or Sat. Getting a shitload of booze and inviting the usual guestlist- aka-  Heidi, Justin, John, Adam, Josh, Loritza, Ray, Nat, maybe Charleigh ( if she's not too jealous of my friendship with John to ( Read more... )

I knew he was gonna win, I just wanted to kiss him.

So much for my happy ending..

I've lost complete feeling. It's kind of cool though, to see the world through empty eyes. Cause you don't care. After everything you said to me, all the mean hurtful things. After shaking for hours, crying for hours. In the end, I am glad, glad I have so many people around me, supporting me, being there for me, loving me, the way you never knew ( Read more... )

I want to know why it takes so much for people to actually appreciate what they have and what's given to them. It's madness.