No more freinds or family just me, myself and I. Pet that gun when I cry why fight to live when I'm living to die, I don't know why I'm confused and I'm becoming a closed shell I don't want to be pryed open I want to stay in my own living hell.

Don't play poker when you're depressed you might lose all your money...and that makes you more depressed.

"I'm alone in everything I have to do I can't share anything with anyone because I know what the outcome will be so I have to confine myself in my own world"

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4 ( Read more... )

make up your minds because you shift every fucking five seconds

I've finished typing up my notes for memory and my god does it hurt how much I have to learn I don't know what I'm going to do about the exam it is going to kill me. I'm going to revise tomorrow during and after school as much time as I have to revise I don't think I'm passing this exam. But I'll see when it comes to crunch time. I'm going to have ( Read more... )

Fuck you, Fuck my freinds, Fuck my girlfreind, Fuck everyone who knows me, Fuck everyone who's ever showed care for me, Fuck anyone who says they care for me. You're all the fucking same. Fuck the police chopper flying over head, fuck my bruised knucles, Fuck my family and especially fuck the psychology exam next week. I feel like utter crap but ( Read more... )

Happy new year to all the lovers and haters off me, you can hate me all you want but I love you with all my heart for it because you keep me moving and you will never get me down. HAPPY NEW YEAR and here's a bottle of wine I'm downing in 5 seconds to happiness ahead of us all my freinds big love and take care of yourselve's remember you need me I'm ( Read more... )

( Boys suck tigger dummies too...I think? )

I love it when someone says I'm your freind I'll be there for you and then when you actually need them there's no reply. It's beautiful really.