wow its been a while since i wrote.. not really much new.. besides the fact that i start workin full time next week.. umm this week is the fair.. went last night.. was gonna go tonight but its gotta f*in rain... i was planin on goin everynight.. but guess not.. oh well.. was also gonna chill with my "mailman" tonight but he never called me back ( Read more... )

hey its friday.. and im just sittin her at work waitin for that special time i get to leave.. 10 more mins and i can go.. then its vacation time.. monday is the beach.. sent another letter to jess last night.. this one is the 3rd one i sent her so far.. lol.. i miss her alot.. cant wait till she gets back and i can tell her all bout the stuff she ( Read more... )

ALL I GOTTA SAY IS I HATE MY FUCKIN LIFE.. I HATE MY PARENTS.. I WANNA FUCKIN RUN AWAY.. I WANNA DIE.. MAYBE THEN THEY WILL FEEL WHAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW... I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM.... I OUT BYE.. IF U DONT SEE ME IN A WHILE U KNOW Y...

i think its hilarious makin peoples gfs pissy.. lol.. i made an away message up to this one guy that i have known forever.. and his gf got totally pissed.. it was great.. she even moved me on his buddy list.. lol.. i said to him.. i think its funny bc i kno if it werent for the distance thing we would prolly be together.. and he was like yea prob ( Read more... )

my parents are gettin on my nerves soo much lately... im gettin depressed again.. i think i just need to get outta here.. i just wanna run away.. and never come back.. im so sick and tired of gettin the brunt of everythin.. my life sux.. im lonely.. and i get upset bout everythin anymore.. im just eeerrrrr.... i cant wait till i can get my own ( Read more... )

ok so i just found out that im gonna have 2 new baby cousins comin into the family in oct. and nov. my cousin amanda is gonna have a baby and her sister cindy is having her 2nd child.. i cant wait.. thats gonna be awesome ( Read more... )

hey its thursday night.. and im sittin here tryin to figure out what went wrong with me and tim.. i kno i shouldnt be thinkin bout it.. bc we both agreed nothin really went wrong... and i kno its nothin i did.. but the people that kno me.. kno that i always think i did somethin wrong when somethin bad happens even if i didnt ( Read more... )

well today was ok.. went to work.. came home early... then corey came down and we layed out and tanned for a while.. then tim called and said he needed to talk to me.. but he didnt wanna talk to me then bc i wasnt alone.. then he called me later and told me he didnt think we should be together anymore.. so as of now im back on the market bc guys ( Read more... )

had a great day and night with tim yesterday.. we went up to the soap box race.. it was fun.. then we came back to my house and chilled for a lil.. then went back to his house.. then to dinner.. to play mini golf. and then to nelsons for ice cream.. after that we went back to his house where we saw his sister and his mom.. they are soo cool.. i ( Read more... )

one more day till tim comes home.. i cant wait.. sat is our 2 week.. it feels like we have been datin alot longer.. i havent seen him since sat night.. and my cousin says im goin though TW.. tim withdrawl... i think i am tho..thats the sad part ( Read more... )