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[soldoutscandal]

Hi.

I was looking through old LJ entries and I found this posted anonymously:
I think I'm the most insecure in the strongest relationship I have ever had. Because when you get to a point where you would die for a person, every emotion has a connotation times stronger. If the love is not to par of what it used to be (which was too good to be true

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[feveredxheart]

i don't need to go back in time. he's coming back. sept 20th.
but if i could, i'd probably go back to the night we kissed. and not stop.

[ctrringstrue]

you're soooo beautiful.

you really need to know that. ♥

[zentr]

I guess that would be me, but I'm not really sure how I feel about that love right now. I know that things have changed but as of now I can accept them because I have the one person that is able to give me what he used to (right now). When this summer ends, I will probably be in the same circumstances I was, and things for him may diminish as they had before, because distance in a relationship is hard to maintain for him. I don't like to think about this, because right now it's close to perfect.

Ah whatever. There's way too much to type about. Somehow I had the feeling you would be able to understand without having to give out the situation though.

[zentr]

And...
I don't think I would go back to any point in my life if it meant living that point from there on...AGAIN. Of course I had quite lofty times in my life, but something so great seems to be followed by distress, doesn't it? Though, if it meant I could live every night...every day life August of 2005, and one other night in the fall of 2005, then take me there...please. As long as I am still able to grow.