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[soldrofdarkness]

isnt it interesting how people say it isnt the end of the world but really they dont even know what it feels like to be as lonely,suicidal, and coldhearted as i do right now

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[x_duckeh_x]

first off, *I* do know how your feeling -_- i actually do self harm, and have been for the last 7 months. i'm been in the hospital for it too. so don't feel bad... everything picks up in the end.
i reall don't know what you look like, but honestly... girls shouldn't want you for just looks, they've gotta see what's inside too *hugs* just keep your head up

[soldrofdarkness]

i just dont know what to do anymore

[murder_x_tramp]

Jimmie, dear.. I know how you feel. I used to be the same way. But you know what I learned? Friendship is so much more important than any stupid boyfriend/girlfriend. Seriously. You'll have many relationships in your life, but frienships are what help you get through life. It's so much better to have like.. A really good friend (with benefits?) who you can kiss and cuddle and hold hands with.. But still mantain that strong friendship. And you have to learn to love yourself before you can love another. It's so hard to find somebody when you have a low self esteem. Just learn to accept who you are and be happy. You'll only ruin your whole life if you waste it by being miserable about yourself! Believe me, this is coming from a girl who has been through more than you could ever imagine. Enough about that.. This is turning into a novel & it's sounding like a lecture. Hahah.

Feel better m'dear.

♥

[soldrofdarkness]

thank you
what friend will let me have benifets with them?

[murder_x_tramp]

I suppose you'll see then, eh? Hehe
Hey.. I can go to the mall on Friday.. I just need to know when we're gonna meet up. I have to leave by 5:30 or 6:00..So yeah. :) <3

♥

[soldrofdarkness]

i want that heart
how do you get one of those?
ummm let me see
ill get back with you with that

[xxangel_fuckxx]

hey 0mg i luv u m0re thasn ull ever n0 .....jimb0 i find u attractive heheh but .. yeah well .. ur s0 sweet and u n0 what fuck any girl wh0 says 0ther wise there stupid conceited bitches.. i just g0t out 0f the h0spital and .. i just want u t0 n0 that if u think p0sitive things will get btter i pr0mise u ... i n0 its sounds unrealistic and c0rney n0w but trust me its the truth
i luv you sweetie
♥

[soldrofdarkness]

thanks
wait wait wait
you went back?