I have been trying to sleep for an hour now.... No luck, my body hurts too much and is twitching too badly for that ( Read more... )

I am in PAIN!!!!!!!! P.A.I.N. PAIN!! I did SOMETHING to my wrist and I pretty much can't use it or my hand now. It was weird, it just started out kinda achy yesterday afternoon, no biggie, it happens once in a while... It's just gotten worse and worse... I don't know what I could have done, I haven't done anything unusual... But it is not happy... ( Read more... )

"But You Don't LOOK Sick ( Read more... )

I am noticing things getting harder again ( Read more... )

If I was anymore tired, I would be passed out on the floor here at work. It's been a few months since I have had fatigue like this... People keep saying how tired they are, and "I know just how you feel!"  I sometimes just want to say, "Um, no. You don't."  But, I don't. Sometimes, it makes people feel better if they think they understand... So I ( Read more... )

There is a definite difference between tired and fatigue... Fatigue is when you feel like the only time you will get enough rest is when you are dead ( Read more... )

Why do my symptoms still have so much power to scare the crap out of me? It's not like these symptoms are new anymore.... I've had them quite frequently over the past two years, so what's the deal? Why do I still get so afraid that certain symptoms mean my Lupus is killing me, even though somewhere in my mind, I KNOW it probably isn't true? Why do ( Read more... )

I wish I could sleep... Even more, I wish I could just sleep until I felt better...Food is not my friend.... Not at all...I hate being sick... Make it go away.... PLEASE????

I don't want to play the Lupus game anymore! Stop the ride! I want to get off!!!!!!!

I feel like death. I think I have a cold. I've felt faint and nauseous all day. My throat hurts and I am so stuffed up that my sinuses are aching. I was shaky again today.... I can't help but wonder if with all this shaking that I have been doing for the past couple months... Well, couple years, but it seems to be getting more frequent.... If maybe ( Read more... )