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Time tends to warp everything in my path
Well, looking through some of my old entries, I find myself becoming sad ad disapointed in myself. My confidence is no where to be seen these days, it hides, and creeps in the light while I, me, mylsef, I am stuck in the abyss, I slipped on the ledge and fell, back into the darkness in which I worked so fucking hard to escape from, I gritted my ( Read more... ) -
and now what do i do
lack of sleep, dementia, doctors, nurses, cancer, cigarettes, beer, park the car, level E, through the tunnel, underground, priest, take the car out, country driving, no gas, the Dog, coma, vending machines, tears, prayers, sobbing, sharp realization of hunger, Buster's ashes, short walk, IVs, sponge baths, baby powder, change his position, no bed ( Read more... ) -
good god damn
Hmm havn'y updated in here for a while. I don't like getting on the computer anymore. It seems to cause troubles for me. Hmmmmm an update eh.....Well me and andy broke up. No worries I'm not heartbroken, It was a good thing. I can play the feild now. Call me a whore and I'll tell you thank you. This bitch on TV is wearing waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too ( Read more... ) -
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Well, Rocky Horror sucked balls this year I was disapointed ( Read more... ) -
sigh
please whoever you are..........You keep leaving anonymous comments on my entries. I have a feeling that you don't have a LJ so if you could please jsut e-mail me or whatever....tell me who the hell you are and why my life is so go damned interesting to you.......I would appreciate it. And if comes to it....I will make my journal friends only again -
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Hmmph...i dislike it when people leave anonymous LJ comments, Especially when it hits something in me. ANd most of all when they make irrational assumptions about me and my past. BLast, I don't like it when I'm drunk and someone has something to say about ...well.... I don't like to mention it. Valentine's day when well. B ut of course I had to ( Read more... ) -
I've got to.......
I put in 67 hours this week at work....too bad i don't get paid overtime... meh oh well. I made about 600 bucks this week including tips ( Read more... ) -
lovely
~ She danced with my hair, feeling it, her hands moved like water They flowed over my head and around my body, like they had no direction but knew exactly where to go. Her smell, god her smell, intoxicating, the best drug, my eyes begged her to come closer Not to touch her, just to smell her and gaze at her Her gait was like a dance, fluid, smooth ( Read more... ) -
souh
Yeah I'll be in Chicago for a few days.......yeha I'm gonna be on Jerry Springer Bitches! -
well well well
last night i e-mailed all of the district 150 middle school principals...and no it wasn't to bitch. i e-mailed them to ask if they might be interested in letting me speak at their school. I'm currently putting together a presentation on substance abuse education and awareness. I want to tell my story to these kids and maybe help at least one of ( Read more... )