In 4 minutes I'll be the big eighteen. **sighs** Its kind of depressing when I really think about it. Not being a kid anymore, kinda scary. Oh well, nothin I can really do about it so might as well not complain. Plus the fact that I can legally buy pornography, sex toys, tobacco products, ephedra, cough syrup, etc ( Read more... )

Fuck man...............I don't have any fucking friends anymore really.............this is shitty

I talked to Comfy today.............I can't wait till he gets out. I'm really thinking about moving to ohio with him and starting new. we would live right next to osu in columbus. I was thinking if they have a medical program that i'll finish up my ( Read more... )

Ask me three questions no more no less.

Quote from my Grandpa this morning, The Gpa with tumors in his stomache, not the one with lung cancer. I was never really too close with my Gpa, but he had a good talk with me this morning. The words of a dying man seem to stick a little harder, ya know?

Well I've been doing alright, its been a minute since i updated last. So I figured I'd give ( Read more... )

So as of late I've been staying clean, rehab really helped me. I'm still smoking of course but that ain't shit compared to sticking a needle in your arm 3 or 4 times a day. I need some clean friends so all you people who i used to kick it with please help me out and please try to support me and my fight. All i need are some encouraging words and ( Read more... )

such a pretty waste of flesh you are
the filth that blackens every cancer heart
your piercing eyes burn me until i bleed
though its so disturbing you're exactly what i need

Something very bad happened last night, something terrible that I would never ever wish upon someone, something very very fucking wrong. So terrible and disgusting that I can't and won't mention it, don't ask. I want to forget what happened, but its hard when all I can think of, is if I was only a few seconds faster, then maybe I would of caught ( Read more... )

no I didn't die. I've jest been struggling, a lot. I jsut want to give up. I don't want this life I have anymore, I want a different one, but with Grant. Our relationship has had its scratches and bruises but everything heals... Soon tho very soon everything will be even better, I can't wait ( Read more... )

It stung ya know? Seein ymtraeh and all ( Read more... )

Withdrawal fucking sucks. I feel like dying.