I feel like everything around me is crumbling down. The ones that i love and mean most to me, i feel like things are changing drastically with them and i cant control it. I really did let my emotions get the best of me this time and the pain im experiencing now is consuming me. I just want to get away from it all. I thought the Drama would be gone ( Read more... )

Consequences suck ass. I gotta start being more responsible about shit like that. haha Actually "we" do. Friends you know who you are. Dad didnt trip that hard he actually defends me. I feel like such a piece of shit by lying to him though. Mom is being the biggest bitch right now. Threatening to kick me out once i hit 18. Bring it, im not scared. ( Read more... )

Damn cold weather. But yet i want ice cream...

Did you know that it takes a woman 3 to 45 minutes to get an arousal but it only takes a guy 10 to 30 seconds? Thats crazy.

Last night was a lot of fun!  Went to the show with jeff, matt, zack, melissa and adam. i actually went in the pit with zack, and yes i know i need to learn to hold my own, but thanks for watching out for me buddy! Kill radio was alright but i agree their older stuff is better. Head Automatica, all i have to say is the singer of glassaw put their ( Read more... )

Went to school then went to lunch with matt and jeff then came home napped and went over to nicoles, and from there went and saw taking lives with cadin ryan and nicole and now im sitting in front of the computer. Hey no complaints here, anythings better than work!!

Prom was so much fun! Danced with a bunch of people, i had a lot of fun! It was also really cool seeing everyone dressed up beautifully and what not. The Dj could have been better but eh, what can you do? It went by kinda fast but time always seems to fly when you are having a good time. I just cant believe that i had been waiting for that night ( Read more... )

Today i attempted to go to school, but that really didnt work out. I really feel like theres no point. Latley i just feel like im not going anywhere in life, so whats the point? I dont feel like doing anything latley. I have lost my motivation in everything. oh well.

i hate mondays.

well this was the last weekend of spring break and it was alright. friday went to the mall with ed and jeff and bought shoes for prom now i can finally get my dress hemmed i need to hurry up on that, prom is coming up fast! OK then had work then attempted going to see kill bill 2 but sold out and even though jeff saved me a sit the bastards wouldnt ( Read more... )