I haven't taken a shot in a long time. I prepared myself for it much like I prepared myself to go through the pain of a tattoo again ( Read more... )

What the fuck am I doing here?

This weekend has been quite productive. I have done all of my homework for Tuesday and Wednesday, went through all of my emails, figured out important dates, and I still have Monday to do even more. I like this busy work. I'm actually doing something. I hope it continues ( Read more... )

I’ve never thought to post through a public computer in the SUB before and decided that since now is the time that all of my thoughts are raging within me; I should write it all out, despite the risk of people reading over my shoulder ( Read more... )

This weekend I found myself a large knitted sweater in the clearance section of the men's department at Kohl's. I was working, reorganizing the racks with a speed that only a retail employee could imagine, and it's boring maroon color caught my eye in the incredible mass of greens and oranges (colors not bought often, and therefore left for the ( Read more... )

Abbastanza. FINISH.

That's enough.

I spent the day reading, hours spent on the written word, syllables falling out of my mouth into a five by five space in the library.

I do not want to attempt to describe how I feel right now. I just want to start at the screen, listen to Brand New and slowly eat frozen grapes.

My mind is moving in beats.

I have been wanting to post since Monday, and I haven't. I wish I could say that I don't know why, but I cannot deny that it's mostly laziness that keeps me away from here. Laziness and absent-mindedness.

I've been thinking a lot about friendship, Pirate Radio, and Rhys Ifans ( Read more... )

It's just one of those days when everything is slow and sluggish at some points and quick in others ( Read more... )

I'm back on campus, all unpacked and ready to get back to class. I like my room, the suitemates are nice enough, but so far I am having a difficult time re-adapting. For the life of me, I cannot remember what I used to do for fun last semester. I'm doing my best to get myself back into the hobbies I picked up during the break. I want to give myself ( Read more... )

I am having bursts of restless energy speeding up my heart rate every ten minutes. I am trying to fight a dozen different instinctual mechanisms that make me the person that I currently am: a person that I am trying to change. It is difficult to discipline this negligent body. There are moments when I am completely torn between sitting at the table ( Read more... )