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[solid_panda]

I came closer to self-destructing a week ago than I ever have in my life. I'm still not sure what to make of it. I feel like disintegrating into my component parts, swimming about in a sea of nothingness, and reconstituting into something none of you will recognize. Confused, erratic, desperate, fierce, hateful, loving, determined, listless,

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[arichan]

I think no one ever knows how to respond to things like this, and so they don't, but I'm sure I speak for all of your friends when I say that I'm here and I care and I'm listening. *hugs* Think about coming out to Utah for a visit in a couple months, after I get settled in. It'd be good to see you, and I know how you love the desert.