Well, I asked out another girl today, and guess what...she's seeing somebody. And like the subject says, "Of course." You know, here's a tip for you people: If you know somebody who has trouble getting relationships, don't tell them they would be the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend or that they are the sweetest person they know. You want to know ( Read more... )

SHIT COCK HELL MOTHERFUCKER DAMN BITCH...FUCK!!! You guessed it, I start school tomorrow. Got to get it over with at some point though, right? 16 credit hours of class. Fuck. Granted, that isn't as much as some of my friends are forcing themselves to take, but I have a problem with doing schoolwork, namely because it has the word school in it ( Read more... )

I had a nice long talk with my dad this weekend while we were camping, and it was nice to remember who I had become during my first semester at Wright. I had become so incensed with my last heart throb, that I forgot about the new personality I had created, the one that let me enjoy life. It wasn't one purely driven by the aspect of a ( Read more... )

Well people, you know how I said before that I wouldn't mind having this problem past me, for better or for worse? Well, it kinda has. And I got shot down. She said that she wasn't exactly involved with someone, but wasn't looking to hook up with anybody either. She also said that she really enjoyed talking to me and all, and that it would be ( Read more... )

Another change I've decided to make is to let go of my anger that I have towards some things and people. It hasn't gotten me anywhere, so I don't really think I need it. Hatred, anger, and violence are never the only answers to situations.

My luck which I thought was gone before has returned, I think. I finally got to meet, again, the girl who I've been talking about, and now I understand why I developed such a crush for her when I first met her. Best of all, we had a nice conversation that I really enjoyed. But my god, is she beautiful. I mean, if I had to choose who I thought ( Read more... )

Sleeping meds are great. Ambien is where its at. But god damn. Do I sound like a bigotty bitch or what?! If I had a bat right now, I would go back into time and beat some sense into my fucking head. Motherfucker, I go back to how I used to be on my original journal, all pissed off in a happy way ( Read more... )

Well, seeing as how some things almost never go my way, the party was cancelled tonight, so now I have no idea when I'm going to see this girl again. Go figure. It's like, as soon as the world sees that I'm making some progress, it's got to shovel some shit in my face, just to remind me that I can never be truly happy. But whatever, my weekend ( Read more... )

Sorry people, I have to vent. There is still about 2 more days until the moment of truth for me. I find it amazing that usually I'm a calm and some-what collected person, but all it takes is a meeting with a girl to make me as jittery as a person who just downed a 24 pack of Mountain Dew. It's really annoying, this whole anxiousness thing, ( Read more... )

Well, having friends has gotten me 2 things so far this week. 1. Funny ass script changes to the old G.I. Joe cartoons. 2. A chance to hook up with a girl that I've had a crush on for a year or so. Yes, that's right. I'm a 19 year old guy, and I'm not afraid to admit that I have a crush (on an absolutley intelligent and beautiful girl, by the ( Read more... )