Well its official. Kap and lady dont belong to kat any more. They have both been sold in the last week which is totally devistating. I dont want to even go out there any more because they arent there. I cant buy one as i dont have the money.

Not writing much am going to update tonight.

Hey wow long time no post haha. Seems to be a regular occourance. Lady has been sold :( so am really gutted by that. Gah i dont know what i should be doing with my lifeat the moment cause i obviously am not giving off a good impression toother people according to kat. I guess for somet hings i really shouldnt listen to her because some of the stuff ( Read more... )

Wow man i am having so much fun with Hip Hop. I totally love it. Am always so tired at the end after usually about 3 hours of full on dance. But he i love it. Am so active now and cant think about anything else.

I'm not writing much am busy practising haha.

Bye

Pity it was under the circumstances. He was out on lease and we went to check on him and found him to be skin and bone. My poor kappy.He is going to take months to put weight and all muscle back. If not a year. I love him so much and so hope that he will get on with dee cause i would love to keep him. Ok not going to talk for long as i have had a ( Read more... )

Man the girls have loved having so many days naked all day. ITs been so awesome cause they are all together and love having a blat round the small paddock that they have. Hmmmmmmmm lady may be up for sale unless she can be back to being rideable. I sooooooo hope she is cause we were going so well. Man hicane sux big time. Oh well off to see what i ( Read more... )

WEll yesterday was a really hard day. I am on my journey to find my identity and who i am. Its exciting to find out what my purpose is in life cause i really dont have a sense of direction.

Man i am so scared about tomorrow. I am going to see pastor Chris who is P howies wife. I really dont want to go and wished it had have been pastor howie but i guess i have to take what i can get. I have no idea what to say to her. I should really ring aisha but i dont even know what to say to her.

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My life seems to be a living hell at the moment. I am just so scared of how things are going and i dont know what to do. I cannot wait till sunday when i can talk to pastor howie but i am so scared because i dont know what to say to him. Just like i felt good talking to aisha who is who i know go to councelling with because of all the problems i've ( Read more... )

Well i'm waiting to hear from my counsellor about going to see one of our pastors tomorrow. I hope that i can but i have no idea what to say. He is such a nice guy and being an apostle i couldnt talk to any one better but i am sooooooooooooooo scared. I just have no idea what to say to him. There is so much that i could say but what do i say and ( Read more... )