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me them you her
thanx ageh. i love you. i can't wait to see you. -
i'm always in the way....
alex invited me to play laser tag tonight. i really would love to. i like being with him. but his cousins don't want me there. and colin is going to be there and i just don't want to be in the way of them anymore. things changed because he thought they would be better. and it just sucks. because on the days i can see him... he arranges to be with ( Read more... ) -
not knowing
we are too young. and we all think we're great. its really lame. how can people expect you to make your life decisions now?? and the worst part is that the only "successful" life is that based upon our society standards of money and position. you can't connect only compete. its great for people who like it that way and everyone else has to settle? ( Read more... ) -
get your own
you suck at life. goddammit. get your own style and quit trying to show mine off as your own. i hate this and i hate you. my god. i'm going to look back and hate you when i'm older. so how does it make you feel? -
been better
just a little down from so much work. i miss hanging out with alex. and it just makes me sad. -
THE MISTAKE MAKER....for my alex.
i miss him so much. like... he's like no other guy. i've just been so stressed. so confused. and yet he still loves me. still hugs me and calls me home. i've never felt like this. where i have to victomize myself to make it seem so hard. but its not. i can't trust my heart. and pictures are my escape to find a pair of eyes that want to know about ( Read more... ) -
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only appropriate
....one more day before i spend another summer at my own will doing as i please. i got a job at wendy's and i'm getting my permit. so hoorah baby. what is it we think we'll acheive this summer- idk. but i'll definitley be better next year. see ya then.
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bonsai
nicole showed this to me today.....
http://www.bonsaikitten.com/
it was the worst thing ever... omg
sadness. how can people sleep at night with such things happening in the world? -
i got a rat thanx to pat
CUUUTE FIDGET!!!! ^^ I <3 him sooooooo much! stupid seniors played a prank by putting rats on the steps... and pat saved fidget. i asked for him and pat gave him to me... fidget got to stay in my pocket through lunch, math, and eastern cultures. he's the self cleanin machine!!! THANK YOU PAT ( Read more... )