School is going pretty good. Had a few tests here and there. I finally got to see my cousin Derrick. He stopped by last night and that made me happy cause he is the first family member that I have seen in a month, and I haven't seen him since Xmas. We sat and caught up. I took him on a tour of the campus, and that didn't take long at all. We ( Read more... )

This weekend was eventful. Friday Christi and I hung out with Liam, and we were in or room. Well I see that matt was on, and i hadn't talked to him all week, so i wanted to talk. Well, that happened to be the end to us. I was upset. Very upset. 
 Well, I was upset and then Clint came over. The first time he came on friday he was pretty much sober. ( Read more... )

 I think I am finally getting used to this college thing, and being away from everyone i care about. Studying does help. Becoming totally absorbed into studying really does help, and I know people always say that not dealing with your actual feelings is a bad way of dealing with things. Well this is not, because if i don't do this i would go ( Read more... )

  Well this weekend has been good and bad. Thats it for now.

  Today is wednesday and It's the first week of classes. This whole week has been toying with my emotions. First I would be happy, then I would get upset, then i woudl be frustrated.

Yesturday had to be the worst. I had to deal with add/drop classes and getting that done. It was like a wild goose chase. I had to get a form from the registrars ( Read more... )

  Didn't get to bed until 2am this morning. I was talking with Matthew, and he was still upset and I didn't want to stop talking to him when he was upset. So, I talked to him until he was ready to fall asleep. We found things to look forward to; trips to see one another. Staying with eachother for a whole weekend, and no parents telling us to go ( Read more... )

 Today was my last day with Matt. You would not believe how hard it was on both of us. I cried about a MILLION times this morning before i even left the house, and a couple million more times when i was with him. I was with him the whole day, but we were doing busy work to get him set for tomorrow. Well, he's set for tomorrow and niether of us want ( Read more... )

 This past week has been amazing. Matt and I have been spending every possible moment together, while seeing friends before or after we see eachother. Monday we hung out at his house.

Tuesday and Wednesday: talked on the phone and internet.

Thursday: Went to his friends party, and then left and made it all the way out to Bluff State Park and hung ( Read more... )

  Right now I'm in a love affair with my bird that includes kissing and cuddling. It's nothing gross, I swear. I'm going to miss my bird.

Today at work was really fun. The guys were in the guys bathroom, painting stalls with smelly oil based paint, which will get you high. And the girls were in the girls bathroom painting stalls with latex paint ( Read more... )

  Guess who has her own computer now? THAT'S RIGHT BIATCHES....IT'S ME!!!

My days have been meshing into one big day this week. It's kinda cool because they days seem to fly, or drag. The routine goes, I get to work at 7, and then work til about 8:45, then break time. At break I sit with the same people Go back to work until 12:10, and then break ( Read more... )