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[solitary_summer]

[To livejournal or not to livejournal... I've been writing private entries on and off for myself recently, and maybe that's what I should stick to, because I'm not sure I can still write in a way that is fit for public consumption. Every time I start writing a (possibly, maybe) public entry, it keeps getting mired in filler words & phrases &

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[elisi]

I like this post.

I think we change, as we grow. Guess the common phrase is 'moving on'. (From whatever we loved.)

But it's also important re. what we choose to keep loving. Not thinking fannishly at this moment, but people.

(It's late, I'm half asleep. Might come back to this tomorrow when I'm more capable of stringing sentences together.)

Overall - it's good to see you.

[solitary_summer]

Thank you! :)

I have something of the reverse problem re. people, in the sense that it takes me way too long to get over unrequited love or broken-up friendships. I'm not sure how much choice there is in that...

[solitary_summer]

*hugs back*

I'm really sorry to have fallen off of the face of the earth like that...

[wlotusopenid]

I'm pleasantly surprised to read you again!

Those intense feelings...I have stopped trying to make sense of them. I currently have a celebrity crush, the first I've allowed myself to entertain since my teens. The intensity of my feelings stuns me. I guess at some time my feelings will fade, indeed I thought they had a few weeks ago, but in the meantime this strange emotional connection persists.

[solitary_summer]

Somehow the desire to write seems to have re-surfaced... :)

I've come to the point where I seem to be over all of my crushes so much that I'd actually welcome a bit of emotional intensity, but at the same time I'm pretty sure it'd be something unrequited again, as per usual, and I don't actually miss the emotional upset, so... Dilemma.