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to glenn:
I'm glad I didn't go crazy from whatever you said in the afternoon. My mind isn't as you thought it to be. Mills and flares, there are all different powermoves.
I tried flares. It was like my real mills. Been there, practiced, almost getting it. but it was different. I failed, no matter how much I tried, the old habits prevented me from doing anything right, and it never came back. One whole year. From then on I gave up.
Flares became foreign to me.
Went to rest. recovered, so I decided to try out mills. My mills are doing fine. But then, you told me out of no reason that someone else could do flares. You know, I was quite happy at first, like how flares can actually be done. Then I got reminded of my past endeavours. That was what put me into thought. You put a foot in, really did.
Its not about focusing about mills, or handling whatever that I have in front of me. Its the fact that someone else can do flares, and I cannot do flares, and I'm despondent my failure.
and flares is foreign to me. It didn't hurt. Its just sad.
I have become a better person. I know I have. It just augments the hate I have for myself.
tired. I have to mug. spa.
but I didn't during tech run...
I'm glad I didn't go crazy from whatever you said in the afternoon. My mind isn't as you thought it to be. Mills and flares, there are all different powermoves.
I tried flares. It was like my real mills. Been there, practiced, almost getting it. but it was different. I failed, no matter how much I tried, the old habits prevented me from doing anything right, and it never came back. One whole year. From then on I gave up.
Flares became foreign to me.
Went to rest. recovered, so I decided to try out mills. My mills are doing fine. But then, you told me out of no reason that someone else could do flares. You know, I was quite happy at first, like how flares can actually be done. Then I got reminded of my past endeavours. That was what put me into thought. You put a foot in, really did.
Its not about focusing about mills, or handling whatever that I have in front of me. Its the fact that someone else can do flares, and I cannot do flares, and I'm despondent my failure.
and flares is foreign to me. It didn't hurt. Its just sad.
I have become a better person. I know I have. It just augments the hate I have for myself.
tired. I have to mug. spa.
but I didn't during tech run...