the gumshoes rock

well hello. i havent seemed to pay my dues to this thing for a while. here it goes. lately jsut like everyone else i have been really stressed out about school and drama. i sopose that is the way i always feel...but resently i have become aware to better things. ive found fun in places i never knew i could. i ahve met new people that i never ( Read more... )

head first i fall
down here
it hits me like a thousand blades
blades much like the ones you know

the knife in my back still hurts
hurts me inside
like a surated words
from you

if i pull it out
it will still hurt
scarred by your words
i lay here dying...

these times...
seconds, minutes, years
the look on your face
is like the minutes we waste

this is unreal
this is sureal
when there is nothing left more for me to feel...

heartaches and heartbreaks
fill these halls
from teh smalls to the talls
we all fall

in this place i cant take it

i got a car

the spider is gone... and for some reason there is a little leaf in the place of him

I can not tell you i am lieing ( Read more... )

and i tell you one more time
i am sick of all this
everything that is uneven
everything that is falling over

i dont hate the days
i hate what we breathe
i hate the air
the air we live in
it is what causes us to fail

tape it back together...

wow i am now a man...i wear girls streach jeans and as of yesterday can drop it like it is hot...

jeff and kailyn are good

...i quit... this is getting rediculous...

ok so for the pst 3 weeks everytime i have gone to the bathroom i look down to my left and there is this spider. he jsut sits not even half way poking out form under the trim wood. He is htere every ingle time and jsut sits and stares at me. part of me jsut wants to kill it but for some reason i dont...