had a birthday. drank much. celebrating again tomorrow. you should be there. you'll have a blast. guaranteed. or i will anyways. gary probably will too. more later.
mass this mornin'. not too much else. canoes here in a bit. phone bill ain't paid. can't make calls but i can recieve 'em. go figure. my little honda loves pavement. merle is hilarious. have a ball squares. birthday party officially on the fifth. be there. gonna be brutal. sharin' with gary and brian. outta steam.
so, after much thought(an hour or so) and much drink, i've decided to be a bastard. i know i know, "but dave, yer a good guy. you've tried to be a bastard before and it didn't work." well, it worked better than anything else to date. i'm in a sour fucking mood right now. winter get here soon.
met, went out, think i'm interested. deciphering. decided to quit m'job. get back to school. john weds in september. oh my. some figgerin' to do. rowing soon. domestic abuse is damned infuriating. son of a bitch oughtta get hurt. it's wrong i know, but sunnofabitch oughtta get hurt. cain't fill up. dammit.