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[solocrucifixion]

Hmmm... I don't know where to begin. So I guess I'll just be blunt. I was shot. I'm fine. Long story. Don't really want to write about it. I'll talk to anyone who's curious I just don't feel like typing out the whole chain of events right now. But everything's okay. I'm okay. I'm looking at things through a brand new set of eyes

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[alans_inferno]

I think what you have found there with Sarah is fantastic. Maybe there is some secret there, deaf women kick ass. God knows I've had my fill of the general female populous.

As far as getting shot goes, well, that's really rather bad. Yeah, definitely very bad. As I don't live there I probably will never hear the story, but I am glad to hear you are doing ok.

[solocrucifixion]

The shooting was an accident in the sense that the person firing the gun didn't mean to hit anybody. He's in jail now though. For more than that stunt.

And yeah, Sarah is incredible. It sort of instantly made me aware of how shitty other people have been treating me. It's insane how much I've been hurt by individuals I should have just walked away from.

I wanted to badly to win all these lose/lose situations. I would have been fighting a pointless battle right till the end.

[alans_inferno]

Man, I know exactly what you mean. Seems like I've spent my entire adult life trying to win lose/lose battles. Somehow I got it in my mind something was better than nothing, no matter how bad the something was.

[tourettesdiz]

wow, i bullet in the body, i can't imagine the pain so i won't try to, but i'm glad you're alright. the bad things only make you stronger.

[alans_inferno]

You know, I have to ask, what was the pain like?

[solocrucifixion]

It was totally cliche... the shock prevented me from feeling a thing. I mean, I literally felt it go through me. In one side, out the other. But it didn't hurt. And then my legs just gave out. I can't explain. It was like all of a sudden I just didn't remember to stand up. So I was on the ground just watching blood spread all over the sidewalk. That was another strange sensation. I felt the blood leaving my body. That was a bit too much for me. It was about then I passed out.

The only time it really hurt was in between operations (I had two). And then after the second one I just felt like complete shit. Sore, tired, cranky. All in all, there are definitely better ways to spend a Thursday night.

[alans_inferno]

I definitely think I will pass on that experience.

*hug*

[daisygal_77]

Glad to know you are ok!! Im glad these life changing situations are changing your life for the better!!!