Josh... you keep leaving your livejournal up, and it's so tempting to do this every time. I'm starting to feel delirious but I must stay awake and write these papers... Come back to my house and kill my parents please. I'm a real fuckin' upper. <3

i love how I'm deemed "lame" because i don't wanna go out to midtown and get drunk as fuck with a bunch of people i don't like. I wish some of my freinds would grow the fuck up ( Read more... )

could all of this be staged ( Read more... )

Joshua, you're crazy, and I'm writing in your lj because you never logged out and left it up on my computer. I feel all powerful and shit. Waaay to go. <3


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I had almost forgotten what it was like to really like someone,
and for them to like you too.
<3

i know at least one person will like this as much as i do.

happy, i am.

i feel completely powerless to stop what i fear to be the inevitable.

i need to feel loved.

i need to be held.

i need someone to tell me it's going to be ok.

i guess i don't need any of those things.

but god damnit i'd love to feel love again.

i'll do something right one day.

i promise.

i hate hearing people talking about religion, as though they were speaking directly from a textbook rather than their heart ( Read more... )

just watch it