*Hug* "I haven't talked to joshua in forever. i miss him and he doesn't even care. what is there to do but give up. hrm. that makes me sad."
What I have come to realize in my situation is that you don't have to give up on the friendship with that special person, but you need to give up on the idea that you will ever be together the same way again. You deserve better because things didn't work out, and you will find better. Eventually someone will know you and love you more than he ever could have and it's going to be amazingly euphoric because you have been through so much to get to that point. I can't take much more either, but we have to hold on. You aren't fake or useless or anything else you wrote. From what I have read you are more real than most people. ..
Exams suck though. I get serious anxiety too. Good luck.
Take care. I know I'm not really "someone" but I do care. <3
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"I haven't talked to joshua in
forever. i miss him and he doesn't
even care. what is there to do but
give up. hrm. that makes me sad."
What I have come to realize in my situation is that you don't have to give up on the friendship with that special person, but you need to give up on the idea that you will ever be together the same way again.
You deserve better because things didn't work out, and you will find better.
Eventually someone will know you and love you more than he ever could have and it's going to be amazingly euphoric because you have been through so much to get to that point.
I can't take much more either, but we have to hold on.
You aren't fake or useless or anything else you wrote. From what I have read you are more real than most people.
..
Exams suck though.
I get serious anxiety too.
Good luck.
Take care.
I know I'm not really "someone" but I do care.
<3
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