i don't understand how someone that i thought i would never like, could mean so much to me and could make me feel so many things at one time. i mean, he's the exact opposite of what i am. everything amazing that he is, i am not. but he still likes me. i don't really understand it...i just wish that he wasn't leaving for college at the end of this ( Read more... )

hmm..well i have to start working on my senior project sometime here soon. i'm really pretty excited about it. Susannah's sister is teaching me how to do a backhandspring. or something like that. i don't really know yet. all i know is that i'll probably break my neck doing it. you know how i am. i really should stop getting drunk everytime i go up ( Read more... )

( oh, wonderful. )

well...I really don't know what to say. I'm actually in a pretty happy place right now. My friends are cool as fuck, the summer is coming...and I'm almost 18. I think I'm starting to grow into myself. I don't feel as awkward now...like I don't fell too tall, or too fat, or that my nose is too big, or my cheeks are too fat. I like myself. And I ( Read more... )

I hope the ring you gave to her
Turns her finger green
I hope when you’re in bed with her
you think of meI would never wish bad things ( Read more... )

welll...in 11 days i will officially be a SENIOR. and me and this kid i've been talkin to dustin...(who graduates and is going to nku at the end of the summer) are prolly bout ready to go out. he's super hot. =] haha. i miss home.

happy birthday tifferney.

( some pics from the last couple weeks. )

i'm starting to wonder how he can pretend like we never had anything at all. we were bestfriends and boyfriend and girlfriend for so long, and now we don't even speak. it's like he's afraid to lose something he's already lost. i mean...he knew everything about me. we were bestfriends. we were together everyday for more than 9 months. i just don't ( Read more... )

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