"Her name is Caroline." They told me on a June afternoon ( Read more... )

I was voted out of
therealljidol
last night. However, second chance is here, so I will hop on the bandwagon, and see if I can get back in the competition. Wish me luck.

There is a day that I dread above all others. Luckily, this day comes only once a year, for I honestly do not think I could survive if it appeared more often. Others are baffled by my dislike of this day. Most people find it quite enjoyable, and the fact that I do not has led to much confusion. I shall explain ( Read more... )

I lay it out before you. My life, made up of secrets you cannot or will not fathom, my heart, my mind, my soul, all tarnished and broken, bearing scars both visible and hidden. You may wonder how to fix it, how to put the pieces back together, to create the life you think I deserve, the heart that you think should be filled with joy, the mind you ( Read more... )

In the corner of my bedroom sits a small table. In a previous incarnation, it was a TV stand. Now though, it has a more noble purpose. It has become my altar, the center of my magical life ( Read more... )

They say you can't make someone love you. You can't make them want you or appreciate you either. There's a part of my brain that knows this, even believes it, but, as usual, there's another part of my brain that sees things very differently ( Read more... )

As promised, I'm back with the link for
therealljidol
voting. So, if you enjoyed my entry, and would like to vote, please visit
http://therealljidol.livejournal.com/508975.html
I'm in tribe 1, right beneath the tribe marked "tribe redemption".

As always, thanks so much for your support.

"Have a safe trip ( Read more... )

Hi, all.

The polls for
therealljidolare up, but will close this evening ( Read more... )

For some reason, people really like to talk to me. I have no clue why this is, since, in most cases, I do not want to talk to them. It doesn't matter where I go or what I'm doing. Someone always has to stop to chat, and they say the strangest things ( Read more... )