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[soma_stardust]

so hi.
this is an actual blog.
idk.
so i'm probably bi-polar, fluctuating between hypo-manic and depressive cycles.... i think either my hypo-manic is at an and or i just need my meds.
the story with my meds: i can never schedule an appointment correctly, wait too long, and therefore fuck up when it's time to refill my dexedrine. i need an actual

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[welcome_to_1984]

If I could, I would drive you to the Dr's. No joke. I hate buses, and my anxiety is nowhere near the same level yours is. I can handle a train or a plane, but no bus. If I go by bus I need to be with somebody.

My thoughts will be with you tomorrow, for sure.

When I was in NC, the only thing that would get me out of bed on some days, was my cat. I knew I had to go to work so I could afford food, litter and vet visits. Knowing I had someone else to support was the only motivation I had. Other than that, I went to work and came home.....spent days off in my jammies.

The cold doesn't help either. I'm like a lizard. I need heat.

I know this sounds so dorky, but I'm glad to see a real update, not a twitter c+p. I don't understand half of it! I'm such a fogey!

xoxo

You can do it!!!!
I believe in you!!!!

[themselves]

Heh, I left the house for the first time in a week today. Once a week is about all I can manage now.

This gives me an idea. I am going to knit some voodoo dolls. For stabbing!