i'm trying not to think about tomorrow too much ( Read more... )

i have some kind of test in english in a little while. i'm kind of confused about whether it is a midterm or just test. it says in class exam so it's probably not a midterm :|

it's so cold today. i'll probably hang out with lora tonight. i miss her.

i'm still working on this essay. :| i think i used up all my brain cells the first month of school.
( nevermind i finished it just now )

i do not want to write this essay! get the fuck away!

i don't want to jinx anything so i'll keep a little something low key.

there's not much to talk about. i need to take pictures of my new gesture drawing. also, i need to finish my current painting. i'm glad project runway is on tonight. i love that show. albert hammond jr. has got me hooked on his "Everyone Gets A Star" song.`

so fucking sick. i hope i feel better tomorrow for a number of reasons ;)
sigh. this english hw is killing me. and i still have to work on my still life.
i still find the time to take breaks wtf. death is around the corner.

as i sat there in front of my drawing hating what i had done to it, i listened to julian's voice and the sweet sad music of the strokes. of course, it didn't take too long before it started looking better and i thought just keep adapting with it. thus, i evolved and soon felt a warm feeling of semi completion. much better than the initial, 'can i ( Read more... )

i don't know, i don't know. i don't feel like doing anything at all. that means tomorrow i will be doing 10,000 things at the last minute. fuck it. i'm out of ammo.

i think i feel angry. i hate chase is the main emotion of the moment. however, i know all that really means is...that i don't and that i never could. what does any of that matter ( Read more... )

yes i really just spent $71.84 on two wilco t-shirts and the sunken treasure tour dvd of my beloved jeff tweedy. i think i love my credit card now. it's okay though because i have a couple of fat checks i need to deposit. will do so tomorrow so i don't feel as guilty, but really i'm glad i did. the shipping cost was a bitch but i tried to look for ( Read more... )