kim and i hung out tonight. i always enjoy her company, even though sometimes i may be annoying. it's all good though. i really do hope things develope anmd work out for the best.

you know what the best thing in the world is?

dedicating or re-dedicating your life to god.

tomorrow's going to be fun. i get to smoke pot with my uncle and eat a nice thanksgiving dinner.

it could be like we never knew each other at all.

all the drugs and keeping myself busy are helping me forget.

i was drunk last night and i fell down my friend's basement stairs.

coke.

i was going to sit down and pour my heart out about everything i'm thinking and feeling... but i shouldn't even bother. it's not going to get better.

there ain't no sunshine when she's gone...

OH MY GOD I FUCKING HATE BEING DEPRESSED!

kelli wouldn't let me kill this huge ass spider that was in my room. so i had to wait until she left. haha. i hate spiders. i don't care if they serve a purpose. they can do their duty to the world outside of my room. i can regulate insects and such that i'm not terrified of myself.

fuck you spiders.