i cant wait to clean my room and go to college.

so ocean city was pretty fun. it just sucks that it was my last competition ever, and 2 of my stunts got fucked up. ahhhh. i already miss cheerleading but its time to move on, when something is supposed to be done with, you gotta let it go. maybe if i transfer to a big school or atleast a school with a team i'll try out. doubt im good enough, ( Read more... )

RIP Erin Dunne
7/17/90-3/27/06

im having a really bad day. yes, yes i am. oh welllllllll..no one cares because even i dont ( Read more... )

i want to go back to russia. REALLY bad. i dont know why, but i seriously feel like i will die unhappy if i dont ever go back. all i want to do is travel and travel and travel and never stop until ive seen as much as i possibly can. i want to go to romania, ireland, scotland, france, germany, japan, turkey, africa, south america, EVERYWHERE. i ( Read more... )

so i had my meeting with my parents, the principal, my ap english teacher, and my guidance counselor. way to gang up on me first of all. second of all, thanks for not even giving me a verbal warning mrs. strauss, lets just automatically take away my parking spot. another punishment, which i cant tell if its worse than the parking spot, i have to ( Read more... )

Fears of losing what you have may run rampant across the movie screen of your mind. The more you try to keep them quiet, the louder they become. Instead of pretending that everything is okay, allow yourself to feel the stress of the day. Riding the mental currents is preferable to resisting them so you don't exhaust yourself to no avail ( Read more... )

my step moms cousin is on a machine breathing for her. its getting taken off soon. very soon. shes only 15. they never figured out why her lungs keep collapsing. she only got to go to high school for one day. she never really got to live. people, enjoy your life, you never know what can happen to you.

2nd place is only alright when you know you didnt try your hardest and didnt give it your all. we should have walked away with 1st. fuck texas. knowing that that is the last time you will ever be in front of so many people, doing something you love, knowing you are going to hit everything perfectly because it just feels right, and having a lot ( Read more... )

You spend so much energy blowing other people's minds that you may have forgotten about your own. Things are about to get a lot stranger than you're used to, so set yourself up for it ( Read more... )